i got this from www.snbw.org

Physical Abuse:  Pushing… Pinching… Slapping… Backing you into a corner… Pinning you down… Pulling your hair… Throwing objects… Choking… Shaking you… Biting… Holding you captive… Preventing you from eating or sleeping… Breaking down a door to get to you… Locking you out of the house… Forcing your vehicle off the road… Abandoning you in dangerous places… Beating… Kicking… Keeping you from getting medical care… Spitting on you… Breaking bones… Using a knife, gun, or other weapon against you… Driving at unsafe speeds to intimidate you'

i started laughing as soon as i read this. i didnt think it was actual physical abuse they were giving me. i knew it was,i just am so tolerant of it,i never think i tis.

its ok. 1day i will kill both my dad and my brother.

well no ill never settle for their level. so i will try and deal in the meantime.

HOT NEW YORK MINUTE! yea baby. im in new york right now with my friends. we are havin the most kick ass times ever!! im in the hotel rite now..ashley u r missin this!!

bye all in blogland,and may i advise you to visit new york

me and nicole in our hotel room!!!

:?i feel kinda lonley now after that whole thing with jay. i really wanna be with him. i feel like someome shot me but stuck a bandaid and made it all better..all at the same time. and im listening to this song that makes me cry haha PERRRFECT. read my other blog about it below this 1 for more info!

ahh goin back to college in couple weeks :( I DONT WANT SUMMER TO END! haha but all things come to an end,not just good,but even bad. sooo YA! interestingly enough,IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

so for everyone that personally knows me and reads my blog..

last night,me and Jay were out together,and i dont know why,but out of all these months,that one night i felt so attracted to him. so of coruse i kind of gave him MANY MANY hints.. teehee...but..yeah so ..we ended up...

doing it. haha.it was actualy nice. but now i feel weird. but i guess you get over it lol

YAY! i just got my new hair cut early today,and went to a party so everyone could see it haha

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and when you hurt me i say it's alright,it's alright,it's okay.

im the saddest experience anyone will ever know..and i keep forgetting how to spell. and maybe I should go on and sail away.

i guess everything i did was just a phase. and i am not going to get caught up either.

Hey All! i'm new to this blog thing! i hope you all like my new blog! i tried n pimped it our for yall haha. I am currently in PA for now.  Its alright,but am going to the beach soon! YAY!!
Im going s h o p p I n g<3 i really do think blondes do it better haha

i come off as an annoying attention whore,but i am deep. no one sees it. i shall be being deep ina  few new entires!! but for now,i must kick it,and love jesus! Oh and i hope you guys like my MUSIC PLAYLIST!!